So much for doing this every week.
Even though work has been super busy (we have a bond deal we are trying to close by June this year), it shouldn’t be an excuse for me. I can’t believe that I couldn’t find 15 minutes to write down my random thoughts. I think I just wanted a few days to be lazy because I was working so much the past 2 weeks.
I’m not usually like this. I don’t know why when it comes to writing, I’m not as motivated or consistent. It was great for the first two weeks, but once the “newness” wore off, I was just like, eh…
It’s funny because when it comes to working out, I’ve managed to consistently do this for over 2 years now. I only started once I came back to China, but I go to the gym 3 times or more per week. It helps that when I started, I saw pretty quick noob gains, and it certainly helped boost my self-confidence. But now that my gains and strength increases have slowed down, I’ve still managed to keep going.
It’s weird. Maybe a simple explanation is that I put more value on my physical health than my mental health?
Either way, I’ve decided to put my foot down, and at the very least, try to be consistent with writing my thoughts down once a week. Hopefully I can still put out some thoughtful, analytical posts. I think I enjoy those more, since my un-edited writing seems like a jumbled, incoherent mess.